Dumb School Again
Stupid Stupid School
dumb, bad hat it grrrr
Winter Break
I really hope none of this information can be traced backed to me. My winter break was just fine, I used that time to build this website and another website which I will not link. I generally started to program a lot more and I admit it’s pretty darn fun (It’s almost like if you actually put effort and time into something then it becomes rewarding).
Grrr
I start school on the 13th. It will be the spring semester of my junior year at college. I’ll still be taking Japanese and since I’m majoring in Philosophy I will be taking courses on Logic, Environmental Philosophy and Buddhist Philosophy. Part of me wonders how I ended up majoring in philosophy. I originally intended to major in cybersecurity but math is too hard and coming in as a transfer student means more classes to take and thus a later graduation date. Like it matters, I’m doing ROTC at my school and I plan to commission as an officer and the degree you pick does not really matter. I already got my foot in the door as I’m already contracted.
Cool semester?
I really hope this semester goes smoothly classes should be fine but I’m really worried about my ROTC duties. I am an idiot so I volunteered for the PSG role this semester and of course I got chosen from the 8 other people that volunteered. So now instead of being comfy in some squad, I now have to take care of 40 people among other roles and responsibilities….. yay!!. Can I at least get paid more?
This is me rn…. I’m kinda of anxious.
It’s gonna suck for the first couple days as I have absolutely no idea what I’m doing but I will get used to it and get better overtime. I KNOW by the end of the day I will be JUST FINE but these first couple days as PSG are gonna be sucky and cringeworthy.
It’s good practice for advance camp though so thats something I suppose my biggest worry is coming up with a fitness plan as it’s up to me to lead Platoon PT every week. I don’t want to be too harsh on my people but at the same time I don’t want to be too lenient with them. I at least want everyone to pass the ACFT this semester, that is my goal.
I will be fine
I will be fine, I will be fine, I will be just fine. I have to keep reminding myself of this, Mistakes WILL be made. I just hope my subordinates or superiors go easy on me at first. I will report back in a month or so and hopefully I can look back at this and be like: “Heh this guy is wayyyy to paranoid, relax. everything is just fine.”
